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love edition
Landscape photography
Winter 2022
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Support the Trail You Love
Michelle Holmes, her husband, Derrick Z. Jackson, and their son
Contents / Winter 2022
05 / Letters

06 / a love letter to the trail
A relationship nurtured on and by the Trail / By Sandi Marra

10 / A Salve for the Heart and Soul
Nature provides a path to health and flourishing love / By Elizabeth McGowan

20 / trail family
Cherished friendships, forged on the Trail, endure for a lifetime / By David Brill

28 / the right foundation
The outdoors are central to family, friendships, and experiencing life to the fullest / By Derrick Z. Jackson and Michelle Holmes

44 / loving the trail
A life-long story of stewardship / By David B. Field

50 / A.T. the heart
Exemplary bonds formed by the Trail

56 / The Long Way Home
When two solo hikes become one journey together / By Koty Sapp

66 / parting thought / By Shalin Desai

Michelle Holmes, her husband, Derrick Z. Jackson, and their son, Tano Holmes, at Katahdin during a thirtieth wedding anniversary hike in Baxter State Park. Photo by Derrick Z. Jackson


On The Cover
Ridges at dawn — Max Patch, North Carolina.
Photo by Scott Hotaling

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ATC Executive Leadership

Sandra Marra / President & CEO
Nicole Prorock / Chief Financial Officer
Lisa Zaid / Acting Vice President of Advancement
Laura Belleville / Vice President of Conservation & Trail Programs
Cherie A. Nikosey / Vice President of Administration
Brian B. King / Publisher

A.T. Journeys

Wendy K. Probst / Editor in Chief
Traci Anfuso-Young / Art Director / Designer

Contributors

Jordan Bowman / Director of Communications
Alyssa Reck / Social Media Manager
Brittany Jennings / Proofreader

MISSION

The Appalachian Trail Conservancy’s mission is to protect, manage, and advocate for the Appalachian National Scenic Trail.

Board of Directors

Colin P. Beasley / Chair
Robert E. Hutchinson, Jr. / Vice Chair
James LaTorre / Secretary
Patricia D. Shannon / Treasurer
Daniel A. Howe / Chair, Stewardship Council
Sandra Marra / President & CEO
Grant L. Davies
Norman P. Findley III
Thomas Gregg
John W. Knapp, Jr.
Ann Heilman Murphy
Colleen Peterson
Eboni Preston
Nathan G. Rogers
Rubén A. Rosales
Rajinder Singh
Nicole Wooten

PRESIDENT’S LEADERSHIP CIRCLE

The Hon. Stephanie Martz / Chair
Diana Christopulos
Jim Fetig
Lisa Koteen Gerchick
Mark Kent
R. Michael Leonard
Robert Rich
The Hon. C. Stewart Verdery, Jr.

© 2022 Appalachian Trail Conservancy. All rights reserved.
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A.T. Journeys ( ISSN 1556-2751) is published by the Appalachian Trail Conservancy, 799 Washington Street, Harpers Ferry, WV 25425, (304) 535-6331. Bulk-rate postage paid at Harpers Ferry, West Virginia, and other offices. Postmaster: Send change-of-address Form 3575 to A.T. Journeys, P.O. Box 807, Harpers Ferry, WV 25425.

MISSION

The Appalachian Trail Conservancy’s mission is to protect, manage, and advocate for the Appalachian National Scenic Trail.

Board of Directors

Colin P. Beasley / Chair
Robert E. Hutchinson, Jr. / Vice Chair
James LaTorre / Secretary
Patricia D. Shannon / Treasurer
Daniel A. Howe / Chair, Stewardship Council
Sandra Marra / President & CEO
Grant L. Davies
Norman P. Findley III
Thomas Gregg
John W. Knapp, Jr.
Ann Heilman Murphy
Colleen Peterson
Eboni Preston
Nathan G. Rogers
Rubén A. Rosales
Rajinder Singh
Nicole Wooten

PRESIDENT’S LEADERSHIP CIRCLE

The Hon. Stephanie Martz / Chair
Diana Christopulos
Jim Fetig
Lisa Koteen Gerchick
Mark Kent
R. Michael Leonard
Robert Rich
The Hon. C. Stewart Verdery, Jr.

© 2022 Appalachian Trail Conservancy. All rights reserved.
letters
Thanks so much for juxtaposing the historical information on A.T. beginnings with articles from more recent hikers [in the Fall 2021 issue]. I learned more about Benton MacKaye than I knew before — and appreciated the spirit of the Trail that still draws hikers of the 21st Century. The collection of articles in this issue will be an inspiration for the next 100 years.
Anne Maio
Abingdon, Virginia
The Fall 2021 issue is absolutely stunning! I loved the extensive history on the A.T., especially all the background detail of Benton MacKaye’s fascinating life. I feel blessed to have so much of this national treasure in my backyard.
Bunny Medeiros
Abingdon, Virginia
The Fall 2021 issue of A.T. Journeys arrived and it is a keeper. The cover is exquisite. The content bears reading closely. You did a marvelous job noting the first century of the Trail and blending the historical with the current. I have been hiking on the A.T. for a half-century myself and have the sort of reverence for it as one has for a family member. Thanks to all those who keep it going. What will its second century bring?
Barry “Loop Trail” Chafin
Louisville, Kentucky
Thank you for the Fall 2021 edition of the magazine and its rich and thorough history of both Benton MacKaye and Myron Avery. I was especially intrigued by David Field’s piece on the two men, and particularly his observations regarding technology. While I never wore earbuds and was always somewhat dismayed to encounter many younger hikers who did, I nevertheless had a cell phone with me during my entire hike. It was comforting to my wife to get near-daily text messages assuring her of my safety some three thousand miles away in northern California while my son and I pursued our dream of an A.T. thru-hike. I was somewhat amused that, as David was lamenting the overuse of technology on the Trail he advised readers to “Google” ‘Carrington Event’. It only goes to show why seeking out the solitude of the Trail is such a challenge, but such a necessity in this digital age.
William “Ironman “Sauber
Sebastopol, California
A.T. Journeys Spring Summer 2021 Magazine
The Spring-Summer issue of A.T. Journeys was maybe the best ever.  We tend to view the A.T. remotely through video and photographs, but your showing it through the eyes of artists was wonderful.
Will Skelton
Knoxville, Tennessee
Wow! When I began reading “Trail as Muse” [Spring/Summer 2021], I was struck with how art was infused into this edition. I was both thrilled and inspired to let you know how much it meant to me. I was transported back to my high school Girl Scout days (1950s) in Silver Spring, Maryland, where our Troop “88” planned hiking and camping trips nearly every weekend. Hiking short pieces of the A.T. was my way of immersing myself with all that nature had to offer, and the beauty surrounding me in all seasons was something I never forgot. Later, while teaching at Penn State University, I had the opportunity during several summers to hike Mount Monadnock before a more challenging Mount Washington in New Hampshire where I enjoyed the Ammonoosuc, Jewell, and Tuckerman Ravine trails. Every mention of Mount Washington and the White Mountains brings a smile to my face, especially when captured in any aspect of art.
Elizabeth Hanley
State College, Pennsylvania
Nice job to the A.T. Journeys team on the Spring/Summer issue. I was excited to read it cover to cover, and I just wanted to thank you for the hard work.  It’s a keeper for sure.
Tom “Detail” Bieber
Boxborough, Massachusetts
A.T. Journeys welcomes your comments. The editors are committed to providing balanced and objective perspectives. Not all letters received may be published. Letters may be edited for clarity and length.
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From top: Sandi and her husband Chris on the Trail near Bears Den in Virginia. Photo by Chris Gallaway/Horizonline Pictures; Sandi and Chris embrace at their wedding ceremony at Blackburn Trail Center in Virginia

Sandi and Chris in an embrace on their wedding day
A Love Letter
to the Trail
By Sandi Marra
In lieu of the traditional President’s Letter, for this issue centered on Love, the ATC’s President and CEO Sandi Marra writes about how the most important relationships in her life have been nurtured on and by the Trail.
The below-the-fold headlines of The Washington Post on Saturday, September 18, 2004, read: “Ivan Leaves its Mark on Nine States,” “Tornadoes Pound Washington Region.” Not exactly the best weather for an outdoor wedding ceremony along the Appalachian Trail.

Miraculously, that Saturday morning still dawned crystal clear, the world scrubbed to a high shine after the Friday deluge. Like with so many of our A.T. adventures before, and after, we just had better stories to tell, thanks to Mother Nature.

Immersion in the natural world becomes a path to health, restoration, and flourishing love
A Salve for the Heart and Soul
By elizabeth mcgowan
Sunrise over the Shenandoah and Potomac rivers – Harpers Ferry, West Virginia
Foreword

I hadn’t set out to write a love story. Nor had I ever planned to pen a piece about my Appalachian Trail thru-hike, figuring the universe was flush enough with such blow-by-blow accounts.

What I had set out to do was make sense of all I had absorbed during a solo, continental bicycle ride I undertook, ostensibly to mark being five years cancer-free. The story that spilled out in what became Outpedaling ‘The Big C’: My Healing Cycle Across America surprised me.

Yes, I could comfortably fill chapters with riffs and perspective on the characters and geography I so cherished along my ride. But, I owed readers more than a linear recitation.

I needed to lay bare my arduous melanoma journey and, more pressingly, rediscover my joyous yet explosive father. He died of melanoma at age forty-four, when I was fifteen. How could I truly know myself — and grow — if I didn’t understand his essence? Extracting such painful truths meant directing tough queries inward — the opposite of what a reporter usually does — and being vulnerable enough to answer honestly.

The day’s miles behind them, David Brill (left) and Nick Gelesko shed their packs and rest at the lip of a Trail shelter.
trail family
Merged and melded in the Trail’s crucible over more than five months together, my relationships with my fellow travelers — the members of my Trail family — were destined to endure through a lifetime.
By David Brill
Although my Appalachian Trail thru-hike was completed forty-three years ago, I can recall aspects of the journey as if they had occurred yesterday. In my memory, the elements of the adventure — star-flecked night skies, stiff ascents culminating in grand vistas, open-faced shelters set beside cascading brooks, the musky aroma of rain-dampened forests — are inextricably linked with the friends who shared in these experiences.
The outdoors are at the center of family, friendship, volunteering, and life well lived
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The
Right
Foundation
text and photos by derrick z. jackson and michelle Holmes
Above: Milky Way over Hog Island in Maine.
Part one
Motown in the Woods
~derrick z. jackson
I spent much of my honeymoon in 1980 singing the Temptations’ “My Girl” and Marvin Gaye’s and Tammi Terrell’s “You’re All I Need to Get By” to my newlywed, Michelle. The location was no Parisian boulevard, Caribbean isle, or California oceanfront suite. I was doing my best Motown imitations deep in Baxter State Park in Maine while backpacking over roots and rocks and in muck and streams to get to pond campsites where moose munched in the shallows. And while ascending Katahdin, the terminus of the Appalachian Trail.
Loving the Trail
A Life-long Story of Stewardship
By David B. Field
Much has been said and written about “loving the Appalachian Trail to death.” This phrase captures the fear of the impacts that could result from overuse and/or abuse of the A.T. I share that fear, but my hope is to explain how experiencing the Trail, especially as a volunteer Trail worker, can lead to loving the Trail.
Dave Field takes a moment during Trail boundary monitoring work on Moxie Bald in Maine. Photo by Chris Gallaway/Horizonline Pictures
Dave Field takes a moment during Trail boundary monitoring work on Moxie Bald in Maine
Dave Field takes a moment during Trail boundary monitoring work on Moxie Bald in Maine. Photo by Chris Gallaway/Horizonline Pictures
Loving the Trail
A Life-long Story of Stewardship
By David B. Field
Much has been said and written about “loving the Appalachian Trail to death.” This phrase captures the fear of the impacts that could result from overuse and/or abuse of the A.T. I share that fear, but my hope is to explain how experiencing the Trail, especially as a volunteer Trail worker, can lead to loving the Trail.
snowy path
A.T. the Heart
Everyone’s connection to the Appalachian Trail has its own powerful back story. These love stories are as unique and eclectic as the vast A.T. landscape. And some become beacons of inspiration for many others. Stories of healing, community, care, education, people, and place. These relationships are the ties that bind Trail to heart and build hope for a bright future.
The A.T. near Rice Field Shelter in Virginia.
Photo by Sarah Jones Decker
Koty Sapp looking off into the mountains
The
Long Way Home
text and photos BY Koty Sapp
Each year, thousands of hikers set out to find their own path along the Appalachian Trail. Some seek adventure, some aim to complete a lifelong goal, and some walk with another pursuit in mind. Whether we know it or not, many of us go into those woods in search of something deeper. Purpose, healing, peace, passion, fulfillment, direction, or a combination of various needs drive us in our desire to hike the A.T. I was no different.

The idea of thru-hiking came to me while taking a Backpacking 101 course for a quick and easy college credit. Throughout my life, I had heard of the A.T. I knew what it was, but what I didn’t know was that people attempt to hike the entire Trail from Georgia to Maine every year. The revelation that someone could undertake such an adventure simply blew my mind and ignited the aspirations for what would become my future passions. Over the next eighteen months, I prepared for my A.T. trek by taking in every bit of information I could find, going on shakedown hikes, and purchasing my first camera to capture the journey.

Parting Thought
Parting Thought
How Trail Love Lives On
~ By Shalin Desai

THERE IS AN ACUTE SENSE OF WITHDRAWAL that intensifies in the days, weeks, and months after finishing a thru-hike. Some call it post-hike blues. Others experience it as low-grade depression. For me, it started with numbness. I was unable to accept that an experience, which fundamentally transformed my life, was over. The transformation I went through during my thru-hike on the Appalachian Trail in 2015 was so intense that it compelled me to toggle between two, discrete lives. There was life on the Trail: wholly connected to nature and to a simple, restorative experience. And there was life off Trail: completely divorced from these things.

I found myself comparing the experiences provided by these discrete lives. On the A.T., I woke up to the sound of whip-poor-wills or a fellow hiker shaking the dew off their tent. In Cambridge, Massachusetts, where I live now, I wake up to the lazy groan of a garbage truck barreling down the street at six in the morning, ambling out of bed just as the coffeemaker burps out the final drops of Ethiopian blend. On the Trail, I distilled my life to the basics: nourishment, hydration, navigation, and destination. Off the A.T., I am enmeshed in a complexity that forces me to organize my life through apps and meeting requests.

A.T. on Roan Mountain, North Carolina/Tennessee
A.T. on Roan Mountain, North Carolina/Tennessee. Photo by Mike Williams
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